say goodbye
for several weeks at a time
i'm someone else
and this is hell
when we're on a bed
i hear you say exactly what he says
and tear into pieces
i swear to god you're the light outside
if you weren't why am i turning red
when i'm all alone in this empty room
you're the only one running through my head
every day i am so ashamed
that i live with thoughts that i can't control
so when i wake up i am so afraid
that i'll be this way until the sun explodes
and i don't want to miss you
i don't want to miss you
i don't want to miss you now
i swear to god you're the light outside
if you weren't why am i turning red
when i'm all alone in this empty room
you're the only one running through my head
every day i am so ashamed
that i live with thoughts that i can't control
so when i wake up i am so afraid
that i'll be this way until the sun explodes
Discovered this one since it was the other side of the Four songs LP and I'm glad I did. He might be called flatsound, but my heart is definitely not flat when listening to this. Hope you're okay bud <3 Alex Jesus
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