to forget

by wishing

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released October 31, 2015

written and recorded by christian novelli and mitch welling

photography by kelia anne maccluskey
www.kelianne.com

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Track Name: skin
you rest your head up
on my shoulder blade
you think i would hesitate
to be someone
that you thought was him
but you're resting against my skin
and nothing ever felt as good as this
Track Name: cedar
speak to rosie every week, crushing pills above the sink, everyone is suffering, all your friends are so boring, i can't believe it x6
Track Name: spin around
i like it when
we spin around
i like it how
the earth is round
i like it when
we spin around
i love to swim
dont like to drown
i like it when
we’re falling down
i like the bruise
around your mouth
cathartic and dizzy and proud
Track Name: missing teeth
make your way back home
to the other side of town
or anywhere i don't come undone
but you hold my hand and you promise me
that we'll be just fine when we fall asleep
you'll be the one that holds me up

but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

make my bed and leave
soap and shower clean
tugging on my sleeve
i need to leave
hope you got that job
at the bakery
it keeps escaping me
crazy me

are you coming home?
you've been gone all week
i can feel the gaps like they're missing teeth
you're the one who keeps me up
but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up
Track Name: cotton
crooked white fence
i’m venomous
don’t make no sense
i’m not convinced
i was in love

(if there are no monsters, don't worry, i will create them)

you fit like glove
I’m not enough
dark red like blood

i dont know where i am
Track Name: emptiness is a closet full of your old clothes
when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch
to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much
and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar
there was light trapped where the sun was
this is harder than i thought

i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing
where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects
i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body
i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here
i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag
i saw your coat and i hate this

this is harder than i thought
Track Name: drifting off in a sports car
i need rest
maybe i need some air i need it fresh
orange window tint draws me in

it was warm then
it was warm then
it was warm then
its fun to shiver in the dark

back and forth
gravel vision cuts and
blackened porsche
it draws me in
i think we’d be better off
i think you’d love me more
i think i’d love you more
than anyone
than anyone
Track Name: moss
wake up at an awful time
with you on my mind
do you always live life
beyond no trespassing signs

i want to be moss
spread across your bedroom floor
i won't stop until there's pieces of me
everywhere
Track Name: sweetest heart
i dont know where I've been lately, pull up to the house so hazy, i dont wanna be so crazy, i dont wanna be so crazy

i dont know where I've been lately pull up to the house so hazy, i dont wanna act so crazy, i dont wanna act so crazy
Track Name: caving in behind a locked door
used to know ya on the block
cadillac in the garage
are you happy when I’m not?
getting sick and watching cops

its fine its fine its fine
i dont mind
its fine it’s fine
i’ll be alright

brush my hair
and sympathize
Track Name: fake chain
borrow money
i need something fast
i’ve got nothing
dont like nothing
that i can have

someone
bust me up
someone
love my guts
forever
Track Name: nothing. everything
stop this heart
from beating without you
my little beam of sun
my little everything
show me the warmth
of a candle

daylight
i am wishing for you